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I have lost you The chain has been broken But was it really me? Was I the weakest link? Now I'm stuck in a flood And don't know how to swim Left with no energy To carry on again It's pulling me under Sapping me of my breath How could you let go And just let me drown? In this blue This sad hue All I do Is think of you You bid adieu And withdrew Leaving me In this blue

I feel like I'm changing Body's rearranging This new form feels on fire My veins are filled with anger Each new step feels like torture And seems to last hours Eyes burning in their sockets They water but they don't quit My mind feels like it's rotting My past is back and raging Things I want to take back Wishing I could lack Flashbacks I don't want They always want to haunt Passing time wont heal The pain I still feel Filled with pain Nothing to gain My hands are stained My soul is slain

One with you I want to be Part of you So seamlessly Push limits Body and mind Merge with you Not left behind Together Forever Enhance each other And our faults Cannot halt As one we exhalt Much higher So better Weaknesses rewired To combine We define Being redesigned One with you Technology Part of you In harmony Push limits Outdated tools Merge with you Beyond gene pool

Never good enough Never good enough I believe I'm Never good enough Never good enough Can't you see I'm Never good enough Never good enough Scared to fail, I'm Never good enough Never good enough When I try I'm Never good enough Never good enough The thought repeats never good enough Never good enough Never Good Enough NEVER GOOD ENOUGH! NEVER GOOD ENOUGH! NEVER GOOD ENOUGH! so I run...

A demon within I am but a shell He wants to escape And bring me some hell Hedonistic Masochistic So sadistic This wont end well Pessimistic Now sophistic Gone ballistic A crumbling cell The demon is free Can you hear my knell? He steps on my husk Grinds me in gravel When he finishes Steps back and revels Then lets me collect Rejoins me to dwell Now he waits within I can't break this spell Next time I break down His anguish compels

Demons are breeding inside my head They are hungry and wish to be fed Thoughts churned up with delicious anger Madness, sadness for added flavor The longer they live inside my mind More hate collects that they leave behind Always hungry and begging for more Even after they've eaten my core Ransacking all of my opinions Turning it into their dominion While my mind was ever so fragile They took the advantage to mangle My lungs burning filling up with fire The smoke clouds up all of my desires It grows, the temperature rises My self becomes a feeding crisis They eat my soul and chew my heart Tear my brain into little parts Drink my blood resem

I built you up just to tear you down Make you a king and then steal your crown Closely you listen to my advice Hypnotized by my enticing voice A lost dog always begging for more And I am drawn in by your blood's lure Naively you trust me with your heart And I do my best to play my part Watching all your changes taking place I have put another life to waste Broken, sore, pathetic, and hollow I have drank all there is to swallow Every bitter sweat that falls I'll be there to drink it all Along with every sweet tear And all the blood chilled by fear I wont stop, I'll suck you dry I'll live off you 'til you die Like a leech you do not know I'l

Waist deep in rapids of hate Pushing me to anger falls To push back it's much too late This fury is like a wall Once they become relentless I can't help but surrender My soul becomes a witness My courage starts to cower When my demons start to cry Lava tears fall from their eyes So who am I to deny The madness from which they thrive Spoiled demon's seduction Craving constant destruction Their minds set on aggression With no thought of discretion They took the cords from my throat Manipulate what I say So glad they laugh when they gloat They know they will have their way All their wants becoming needs It's too hard to regulate So I fall unto

I have been swallowed by darkness Rain overcomes me with sadness Flashes of light and crashing sound But the source is never found So how is it that I can see In this darkness clearly But not what has become of me? Thought I was born in living hell I convinced myself there I dwell Break the silence, split the darkness I just now started to witness No longer will I be alone A loud voice has clearly shown And now my confidence has grown I am the lightning in the rain Able to shine through the darkness And with the thunder by my side I'm a force to be reckoned with